basis of boredom

i wonder where will this end up. i mean this text. eh wait, mayb i mean this blog, or! mayb i just mean... maybe..

Thursday, October 11, 2007

well!

i am troubled.
over pw.

and random stuff.

i guess it's quite weird when people start to think they understand you. and well, not that i'm saying they don't. but when things get messy, advice is what should be given, but personal views are not what should be insinuated.

rawr.

what should i say?
i'm hard to comprehend LOL

Friday, October 05, 2007

HM.

5th october 2007.
the raffles ride.
RJC open house '07

months of hard work.
possible the biggest function involving 400 befrienders, all the ccas, 80 ccal's, and hopefully a target group of 3000 people to turn up.
that will make the group of 16 of us taking charge of 220 people each.

frustrating times.
long nights/days in RR8.
all its missing is a phone to become a full time office.
4 sets of laptops.
internet cable.
highly efficient and capable people :D

whee open house rocks!
it's amazing how only lizheng was the one to put it as his first choice for functions choices. but well, we seem to have bonded and really gotten to know each other more.
:D

<3 open house!

lets get the ride of our lives!

Friday, September 21, 2007

3 days.

fwah!

it's friday already! and well.. these few days have been really productive i must say. at least i hope they have been.

tmr shall study with the guys and start to feel ultra demoralized as to how much they all know xD heh.. well everyone's smart i guess.

rawr ok i shall not talk about this who's smart and whats not haha. pointless!

anyway staying at home has been real fun man! :D my room has been segregated into different areas for different subjects xD the LEFT side of my computer table has become the econs zone. the RIGHT side the physics zone. another table has been totally converted into the chemistry table where i had all my notes sprawled upon yesterday when i was doing the past year paper. talking about past year papers, ok i shall print the 2005 physics promo paper and do after i eat supper :D shall go read about privatization and nationalization thingy during supper! sounds good to me!

i shall go down to yfc tmr morning and see if kuo km has gone solo xD hahah. shall do more ground sch for airlaw, maybe take one or two inhouses and zhao to club to study. :D shall ask liang about the henderson hasselbach equation thingum tmr. haha mug more definitions and well... see how it goes! maybe do more maths. my maths ain't that good but it's like i can't really be bothered to do anything about it :( been paying much more attention to my weaker subjects like chemistry heh.

well at least now i feel more prepared as to compared to the CT's where i really walked into the exam hall knowing i will screw up my chem paper and yeap i just died for it heh. ah well! study study study.. all part of the rafflesian way of life eh xD hahaha..

wonder if aunty gonna plan me for sunday. >< dunno if i should fly during promos LOL. enlighten me someone. but if i fly on sunday ah.. dunno if i wanna start my glide so fast. i can't remember anything about it other than its a continuous climb starting from 750 feet, fly over the water, spacing changes (to dunno what), call downwind high, abeam touchdown point, throttle close, flaps 10deg. 40deg from touchdown point, commence turn to final. pull flaps if certain can make it. raljldskjflkdsjflkdsj shit i dunno what else man. damn confusing. i just wanna do more flapless!!!! lol. pretty fun. just realized how similar it is to normal lor. as in everything looks the same. just really slightly lower. i think i might have lost my aspect for normal circuit. HM heck xD hahah. i bet i will be able to do some normal circuits during my glides heh...

kk i go eat supper now and mug a bit of econs. then come back do physics paper and maybe do more econs sometime heh.

ok cyaz!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

'the reality is that there has never been any neutral, unbiased advice given to students on sexuality. heterosexuality has always been the biased model.'

just had to note this down somewhere :D i think it's a really good point raised from the homosexuality discussion sparked from mr fong.

well i guess the newspapers ARE really informative xD hahahah!

ok going jog now!

flying tmr :D

study break rocks. sorta. promos in 4 days. gotta finish physics later. wish me luck.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

hi world.

hi world!

how are you?

i'm feeling pretty stressed out now for not much apparent reason. last night i was still feeling pretty calm about the imminent promo's which are coming up in just a week. in fact from the present time, it's really less than a week.

somehow, i have my usual feeling of feeling preparedly unprepared. like no matter what you do, you just have this lingering feeling that something will go wrong, you will forget some definition of allocative efficiency, some formula for angular velocity, and some other random stuff that might just decide a B from an A, or an E from a D.

wellwell, yet other than constantly mugging and reading and revising and practising, there isn't much else you can do to prepare yourself. how do you know you know? lol. it's quite true la! most people will definitely go into something and somehow, you might just forget something along the way. like how zhanming forgot his pre-start or starting checks when he got damn stressed flying his assessment flight. hha~ well yea, it's supposed to be completely internalized and i guess, yea i can do them w/o thinking at all now but hm... you never know!

so well.. tmr's the last day of school! so exciting.

well not really, it's the last day before promos.

actually promo's are quite exciting when you look at it. for once, you see the whole school coming together with a common goal of studying, to finish their promos, hope everyone does well, and all get promoted. (and if we're lucky, make it to the dean's list). well, for me, i hope i can at least improve upon my grades which are quite.. average. it's not fantastically good or exceptionally sucky but well it's definitely sth i wanna improve upon.

i hope i can push my physics up to A this time as the ct's were really crappy.
hm... but as said, it really is the end of it all (ie the A's) which is the most important. in fact really as to what ben has said, after council, studying suddenly seems carefree and easy and relaxing. at least you can more or less take things in your own stride and do what you want.

i guess this was the reason why i've been so flushed and easily agitated recently when lize has kept asking me stuff about open house.

well tonight was one that ive been real stressed for reasons appraent or otherwise. i just have this sense of dread that something bad is gonna happen, but this is what i always feel before exams anyway. i guess i'll attempt to mug harder and fly harder and just jiayou in everything.

3 days of study break + the weekend. i shall use one day for one subject and hopefully internalize everything. buffers seems to have gone quite well. time to whack gravitation for physics. some warped thingy la! it's worse than relativity i tell you.. lol suddenly living in a sense of timelessness wheere everything slows down and adjusts according to the speed of light seems great! haha. h3 r0x0rz xD

somehow i want my 'carefree' life of sec4 back. yet during that time, i was totally saying how i wudnt mind being committed to sth and just going full steam ahead in it. well the grass is always greener on the other side but life's been great! ahah

this has been a totally random post and well.. i shall hit the bed soon as i'm definitely gonna need tons of energy and stamina to study finish everything soon. needa read finish physics tmr and probably the econs last few chapters. RAWR -dies-

lucky term 3 was short and they cudnt teach much. if not promos really gg. lol

laters all!

bye world.

Friday, September 07, 2007

made it to PPL! :D flying my first PPL sortie tmr after weihong goes solo :P wonder who's covering my solo.. think will be goh ys haha!

hope zhanming does ok... ><

mugging
flying
openhouse
slacking.

wheee time to work hard! :D

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

hahaha well! i went solo on niner victor bravo oscar oscar :D funky plane i must say! hahaha

it's really damn fun to solo :D

but well i dunno. right now i'm feeling down :( cause me going on to the next phase ain't really confirmed yet. as in my instructor has recommended me but it seems as if there is some oppressive force stopping me from going on :( and seeing jamie, junyong, sammy and co all move on and flying their solos, it's really tempting.

imagine if i don't make it to ppl. :( all the "hard work and effort" i have put into flying all just gone like that.

i was super high when i went solo.

but it just lasted for 6 mins.

a 0.2 duration of solo gone like that. 16.4 hours of dual flights, all stacked together to send me for my first solo. amazing it might be, but well it's the truth!

so now, i shall just wait at home, hoping aunty will call me and tell me i can go down and clear my documents for PPL. i just wait and hope.

and in the mean time, i shall attempt to shift my focus off to other earthly matters like studying, pw and council..

ta-da